Today was a much better day than yesterday. I let go of all of yesterday’s angst. I didn’t sleep much last night, but am past that..and after my dr appt today, realized I am now allowed to sleep on my side again–so this means I WILL SLEEP better tonight .  Hubby took part of his day off to drive with me to a recheck with my dr..and on the way home in that bright, beautiful sunshine we drank coffee coolattas and I just felt better. I realized that as sad as I was initially about leaving friends behind at work, I’m thankful to still be teaching reading..and thankful for a job I love. So I sipped my coolatta in the bright sunshine and let it all go..and tonight we got a great Friday night fish dinner..with bad, rarely- do- I- eat-french fries..and they were good too. Life will be ok.

Last night was the first episode of Big Brother 11. Every year I watch Big Brother purely out of having so few choices in the summer time. It’s pure junk for the mind..and you know this because by the time July rolls around you can barely remember who last year’s players or winner was. I needed reminding!  My only major disappointment last night was when former houseguest Jesse, was allowed to join in this season. That muscle-head is the most annoying and cocky guy ever. Just can’t stand to watch him!  I could really care less about how big his muscles are, and he flexes them as if they are important. Blech. Give me a normal sized guy, any day. I even like rockstar thin, with sex appeal. But not muscle bound Jesse. Sorry Jesse.